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Out from work at bout 7.45pm. Sourcing for events company for MH Exhibition.. By the way, thanks Elaine for your help in giving me your friends details to regards of events company. I was totally down...so i text him to let him noe dat i am heading home or maybe doing some soul searching. On my way back home, Dim msg me and we decided to meet up. Finally after 2 mths, we meet up. At first i could sense the awkwardness between us.. Not sure what to start with. But anyway we did talk over dinner, she was very hungry (as always). I did share to her what i really when thru during the months she went missing from my life.. and brief to her on what happen between me and Ren.

As we were busy doing all the catching up and stuff, my hp vibrates...its Ren's sms. He was so mad for not letting him know that i am going out with a fren - i apologise and admit my mistake. In between my conversation with Dim, there is alot of exchanging sms-es, return calls, argue with Ren. There is at one point i just couldnt control my tears and let it out....this time i felt he has gone too far. Dim actually type a very long msg for him and want me to send it to him the moment i arrived home. And i send the msg... and cried. Cos the contents in the msg is too harsh but at the same time i need him to respect me. I browse back all the pics i have with him..since day 1. I really missed those days....everything was so sweet and perfect.

He starts to be nice wif me when he realise i was crying terribly and at a difficult situation to breathe and coughing. That's when he realise that he was too much.. We talk and explain things for a better understanding. And i told him, " Dear you are not only a bf but a bestfren, shopping buddy, a listener to me. If i lose you.. i will lose all of them."