Last night after work, Kak Sha dropped me at his place..and she actually waited for quite awhile fear that something bad will happened ( thanks kak Sha...). And we talk things out, i apologised for the mistakes that i have done.
And after all the ugly incident between us.. We've decided to make plans for another getaway. There is a few locacations on our mind like KL, Bangkok etc. Well i was pretty excited bout the whole getaway thingy. Thru out the nite, we are discussing bout the possible dates for the getaway and stuff. He send me back and i fell into a deep sleep.....
This morning, everything was perfectly fine. I felt that i am the happiest person in the world, i felt so much love. Upon my arrival at the office, we will call or text each other (its the normal routine). But after lunch, he start to text me -" I think i need some space at the moment, dont disturb me for this few day." After i read the msg, i was speechless for a few minutes. I start to questions myself, " What happen last night was a dream?", " Why are we back? When you need the space to be alone?", "What was he thinking?" and lots of other stuff.. ~deep breathe~
Is this what i get for all the sacrifices i make?
I abide to all the rules you set for me. I listen to you more than myself, I prioritise your needs more than mine. One after another you gave me ~sigh~
Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
Remember the first day we had an argumentwe apologized and then we compromised
and we've haven't argued since
Remember the first day we stopped playing games
Remember the first day you fell in love with me
it felt so good for you to say those words
cause I felt the same way too
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