" Do i really have a fren? "

The past few weeks or months, i felt like a loner. Hanging out with friends has lessen. At one point, i am alone most of the times and ask this myself " Do i really have a fren?"

ChiCha (Fisa)
She's working retail so hanging out with her is quite difficult due to the working hours. And going out with her is like a promo kind of thing. "Buy 1 GET 1 for FREE", she always with her World Peace BF. Hangouts or holidays her bf will always stick to her like a UHU Glue. And its such a pain in the ass cos she is my close fren...~sigh~ so that explains why i seldom hanging out with her.

Elly (Miss Pret-zel)
She works in one of the foreign bank in Spore. We have the same working hours. She is SINGLE but NOT ALWAYS AVAILABLE. Always busy party at DBL O and Batam trips. Kindly take note if ever make plans with her pls, pls, pls prepare a back up plans. Cos she is known as "Miss Pret-zel" or "Miss Paitau"... ~sigh~ so that explains why we gave her that nick.

Dim
She currently work in a bar. She's like Oreo biscuits ( kejap ada, kejap tk de). Her sleeping hours is so very irregular. Working hours clash with mine. Cant even meet up on weekends.. Very rare to meet up wif her. The most recent meet up, is actually to make up for the loss we never meet for 2 mths. ~sigh~ and that explains too huh..

Coliqs
Initially yes we are close like hanging outs or chilling session after work. But lately not anymore. I missed lots of activities. The karaoke sessions, the dinners, the chilling session at ECP, the career fairs, the window shopping...hmmm and many more la. That includes smoking break... i am alone. To make matter worst, MSN display pictures of them, and the taglines, and the talkings bout how much fun they had (eg. karaoke). At times, yes i did screw up the karaoke sessions due to i am not feeling well and inform them. And i assume they will postpone it to another day when i am feeling better (well basic iniative requires here). But they did not. And currently they are excited bout the trip they are going next week (to Genting) So you can imagine now that the taglines at msn flooded wif things related to Genting..Hmm whats next ehk? ~sigh~ well i am cool bout it, cos now i am adapting to it already... As for now....... i want to go for a smoke break alone...